dont know how long it will be until im fixed. i thought i was getting better but i was just breaking even more

you to grab your sister or your brother or both or even someone you're close to or not and just give them the biggest hug and say that you love them.

i went to a wake tonight for my sister's best friend's brother who died in a motorcycle accident a 4 days ago. i thought i was staying home but my mom told me to take her place. so i went. ive been to alot of wake's and this was the first time i ever cried. i didnt know her brother at all but i know how it feels to lose someone that you truly loved. i gave her a hug and she broke down on me and said "stay close with your sister. i know that you guys fight alot and you make up but really take advantage of what you have while its still here." i couldnt stop thinking about what she said and i thought of all the good and bad times ive had with my sister and cried. i never ever had that close relationship with my sister becuase of our ginormous age difference. we really do fight alot and we rarely give each other an apology. whenever i see her i automatically get mad. but my sister is my only sister and the closest person to me family wise and after tonight i want to try and build a better relationship.

on a lighter note HI!! i cant stress enough on how i LOVE everyone i know. even if im not liked. really really really take advantage of everything that you have and everyone that you know while its still here. be thankful for what you've got cuz its all you've got and no one can ever be replaced. so yeah just give your sister or your brother or even someone that you're close to or not the biggest hug and say you love them. if they ask why just say just because. for me? as the saying goes "you dont know what you have until its gone"